Reunion

     I met a boy whose eyes no longer light. No matter how hard he tried, all he sees is darkness. In the cave where he lived in, there are plenty of faces he talks to with and each one has a name: Anger, Guilt, Envy, Pain and Vengeance. But they aren’t friends since the beginning of time, he have met them a little while before he met me. It was always a whirlwind of emotions whenever I try to open the door where they reside, he just never let me have a glimpse of them, not even once. Since then, he and I are always together; we ran, we climb, we laugh, and we’ve shared our own universes, all the songs and the verses. But there’s one thing he can’t tell, since the day we’ve met he has never told me about his name, I just don’t know why he can’t remember. Sunrise and sunsets of being together and he teased me that I’m always full of hope, funny cause that’s really my name, he forgot that I am Hope. I asked if we will be returning to the cave where he lived and he said no. “Then when will you come back home?” he hugged me and replied “I’m already home”. His eyes became the torch we used to build when we feel cold; ironically, it have never felt so old. His eyes, they have been gleaming all over the places our feet have touched. As we run across the woods, I held your hand and told you that I was scared of not being able to go back from  where we started – “Not all who wander are lost”, your lips mumbled as you caressed my face, in my mind it keeps on repeating “somehow that was everything”.  We have reached the end and found the clearest waters in the world.; And I know to myself that I have never seen such a wonderful view: you we’re looking at it, and I was looking at you. He’s an open box in front of me, the depth of how I’ve known him. But he’s a wild flower, whose name he still hasn’t grasped. We stayed there for a couple of hours, staring at the skies, we’re mesmerized. The stars have aligned as to my heart have aligned to you, the way it’s supposed to be even way back before. And then you speak suddenly, staring straight through my soul’s lenses. “I have found myself when I have found you” his eyes sparkled as the crystallized liquid have found their way out. “All this time, I’ve never realized, you’re always there for me. I left for a long time I forgot, there are things I didn’t see, but how lucky I am that for the second time, we’re being brought by fate”

“All the heartaches have never turned me down, all the roads I’ve crossed for you, now I’m glad to know you’ve found yourself again, welcome back my Faith” - Hope

                                                                                                                         ~Decoder

Bituin

Ang lapit mo lang sakin, pero bakit tila ang hirap mong abutin?

Ang ganda mong pagmasdan, nakakagaan ng pakiramdam.

Ano nga bang meron ka na wala sa iba?

Pagtinititigan ka lalo kang gumaganda

Ikaw ang gabay sa mga panahong ako ay naliligaw

Sa kabila ng madilim na gabi, ikaw ang nagsisilbing liwanag.

Ikaw ang nakakaalam ng bawat pag luha sa gabi,

Oo nga at maraming katulad mo, pero ikaw ang pinaka gusto ko.

Bawat kasiyahan sayo ko lamang sinasabi,

Hanggang dito na lang siguro ako,

Ikaw ang nakakaalam lahat ng sa akin.

Bakit kasi hindi kita kayang abutin,

Oo nga pala alam ko ang limitasyon natin

okay na akong nakikita ka mula sa malayo.

Handang tumanaw mula sa malayo.

Aabangan bawat pag kinang mo.

Ang labong makamtan ka Dahil ang layo natin sa isa't isa okay na akong nakikita ka mula sa malayo. Isipin ko lang na nandiyan ka, nakikita kita, Okay na ako kahit hindi ako ang nag mamay ari sayo. ~Style

Inay

Para sa babaeng nag bigay ng aking buhay 

ang tulang ito ay tanging sayo ay alay

 iyong kadikilaanan ay karapat-dapat bigyan ng pagpupugay 

 pagmamahal na iyong bigay ay nagsilbing gabay 

upang tahakin ang mundong ibabaw

ng walang takot gumalaw

at magkaroon ng sariling pananaw

upang ang katotohanan ay lumitaw 

ikaw ang nagsilbing ilaw at haligi ng ating tahanan

at kapag ako ay umiiyak ikaw ang  taga tahan 

lungkot ay pinapalitan ng kasiyahan 

lahat ng problema ay iyong pasan 

hindi ko matanaw ang bukas

kung ikaw ay lilisan

mamumulupot sa tabi na parang ahas 

kapag ako iyong iniwanan

Pangakong ikaw ay aalagaan sa iyong pag tanda

asahan mong ikaw walang sawang iintindihin

kapag ang pandinig mo ay mahina na 

buong puso ka parin tatangapin 

                                                                                                               ~Danger 

Each Count of Ten.

One. Can't clearly remember the last time I saw your face. Oh, Its been 4 years but everything has change but your physical appearance is still the same. Two. I remember in our first meeting I was only 9 years old that but I do heinous things towards you in a short period of time that we knew each other. But you always told me that everything has a reason why did I do that. Three. You lead me to the LORD, you told me that there is one and only that can save us on our sin. But at first I doubt but then along to getting know more about HIM I really thankful to you. Four. You make me experience to be loved back without any replacement. The unconditional that I receive is priceless. You sacrifice everything you had, you always make extra effort to make me smile. Five. The day come, you need to leave me again. You told me that everything you'll do it's his plans that I need to have a strongest faith. Six. A year passed by you called me and telling me that you your going home.An Im so happy to say that na Yes you've been telling me that for so many time, but Im very excited to see you again. Seven. You're now detained and after two weeks your now flying back. I can't wait. Eight. Hoping that they considered you as people not animals. Hoped that you always eating even tho you don't like the taste of the food. You once told me that when your in detained they just giving you a sour bread and a vegetable. So hoping that you're doing good. Nine. I'm making a plan for us to make extra special and memorable memories soon. Take note it's detailed, every place that soon we'll go. Ten. Even tho we always fight in the past you'll always be my number one gorgeous in the world. So please hurry up time! We'll gonna make a memories with each other. -hydrogenx

My Beau

What is Beau?

When you search it on the Internet, result will appear and it says ''A woman's male lover or Friend.'' But what if your Lover and Friend was the same person? You think it is impossible? Let's see.
Lover Lover is somebody that you love, and especially in the romantic/sexual sense. It also somebody you really care about and would most likely give your life to make them happy.
Friend A friend is someone you can depend on. Someone you can talk to and help you in everything. Even through ups and down, there always in your side to support you.

Your lucky if you found a someone, not only will be your lover but also a friend. So if you found that person, appreciate and love them will all your heart.

Your lucky if you found a someone, not only will be your lover but also a friend. So if you found that person, appreciate and love them will all your heart.

~Flatulent

07-Seventeen-17.

It is the happiest seventeen day of my life.

I didn't know that you'll be so special for me, i thought being friends to you would be enough. We are so different from each other, we have those contrast personality with each other. You're a Kathniel fan, i'm a jadine fan. You're sweet, im a cold person, you're an extrovert while im an introvert. You can express what your feelings are and i can't. You're friendly, im not.

I dont believe in opposite attraction, but having you now in my life i think i started to believe. Yes, im attracted to you. And im willing to know you better.

We both know that there is time for everything.

Always remember that you're loved. I greatly appreciate every inch of you. I can't say it personally how you mean to me, so i wrote this piece for you.

Everything happens for a reason right? Maybe its not clear right now, but we will know that this reason makes us a better person.

I'll always be your princess, hold my hand as long as you can. You are my sunshine, my pringles. I just thank God that i have this chance to know you deeply, and i can see that he created you awesomely.

Thank you for always being there when i needed you the most. I'll cherish every moment that i'm with you.

                                                                                                                  ~Style

THE GLITCH IN THE FREEDOM OF SPEECH

“Freedom of speech is the concept of the inherent human right to voice one's opinion publicly without fear of censorship or punishment. "Speech" is not limited to public speaking and is generally taken to include other forms of expression. The right is preserved in the United Nations Universal Declaration of Human Rights and is granted formal recognition by the laws of most nations. Nonetheless the degree to which the right is upheld in practice varies greatly from one nation to another. In many nations, particularly those with relatively authoritarian forms of government, overt government censorship is enforced. Censorship has also been claimed to occur in other forms and there are different approaches to issues such as hate speech, obscenity, and defamation laws even in countries seen as liberal democracies.” – Wikipedia

Have you ever been to a place so quiet? Wherein it’s your heartbeat that you only hear? That’s just simply impossible. Everywhere and every time: People ALWAYS speak. People always express themselves. People always voice out their opinions. People always reach out to other people, we always talk because we are free to do so. There is no such law that prohibits us from speaking or expressing ourselves. For most of the times when we speak, we tend to be productive, we tend to make friends, we tend to create great things, we tend to inspire other people, we tend to teach people about the things that we know, but everything has it’s pros and cons for there are several times that we hurt, we offend, we disrespect, we judge other people when we speak.

BASHING OTHER PEOPLE

Language is meant to be spoken but there are really some people that don’t care anymore about the right choice of words to say. It’s normal to have our own impressions and perceptions about the people we cross paths with, but there are those times that we have our negative impressions about them; there are people that no matter what we do, we just don’t like them at all. It’s inevitable but we can just keep it to ourselves or better talk to them about it so that the problem will be addressed. Bashers just can’t contain it to themselves and speak out their hate resulting most of the times to character assassination and pain to the one they’re bashing. There are cases when people get depressed because of this shameful act, they lose their confidence and self-esteem affecting their everyday lives. The next time we bash people, imagine yourself the one being bashed.

VERBAL ABUSE

As mortals, it is impossible for us not to make mistakes and not to hurt other people even once in our lives through our mouth, but taking it to a new level is a no-no. When we’re angry, we can’t prevent our lips from spitting painful words to the one’s we’re having problems with. But as been defined to our lesson in oral communication last year, once words have been said you cannot turn back time and wish to “un-say” it. All the words we say will left a mark in them and it will always be remembered like a scene from a movie. Don’t use the freedom of speech to torment other people’s feelings. Instead, use it to encourage and inspire them on whatever they do.

DESTRUCTIVE CRITICISMS

There is this thing called constructive criticisms like what students are having when they present their work or when they ask for suggestions simply for the betterment of their selves or their works. But there is also destructive criticism in which it is associated to the negative way of criticizing others even worst when addressed in a rude manner. If we want to critic someone or something, isn’t it ethically correct to approach them in a polite or assertive manner? We should always seek for a win-win strategy wherein both of you will benefit: you have helped them, they got better.

T.H.I.N.K BEFORE YOU SPEAK!


                                                                                                     
                                                                                                                   ~Decoder

The most beautiful rose in the ocean of flowers

Princess 

Last Friday, I had a dream, unforgettable dream 

my dream is all about you

I met you in the party at palace wearing a blue beautiful gown then i came in back of you but suddenly you ran away 

Last Saturday, I had a dream again, an unforgettable dream again

my dream is all about you again 

this time i met you in forest surrounded by 7 people, eating apple when the time i slowly walking toward with you but suddenly fell asleep 

And today this is not a dream anymore, Finally i found my own Princess 

that i will follow if you run away and the one who will i kiss if you fell asleep because of curse 

You're my Princess and this world is our Palace 

Everything belong to me also belongs to you 

                                                                                                                           ~Danger

PAMILYA

Ano nga ba ang pamilya?? Sila lang naman yung kasama natin sa saya at lungkot. Sila ren yung unang tao na matatakbuhan naten sa oras ng pangangailangan. Yung bang kahit na tinalikuran ka na ng buong mundo, sila tanggap ka parin kung sino at ano ka. Ang sarap magkaroon ng pamilya na hindi ka pababayaan kahit ano man ang mangyari at susuportahan ka sa lahat ng bagay na iyong ninanais. Kaya sana pahalagahan at mahalin natin sila dahil maiksi lang ang buhay, ang sarap kaya sa pakiramdam na naipaparamdam mo sakanila na mahal at mahalaga sila sayo. ~Flatulent

Ang nag iisang babae na kawal sa gitna ng giyera

© Google

Inay, Siyam na pung taon na ang naka lipas simula nung niluwal mo ako mula sa iyong sinapupunan

Inay, Naalala mo pa ba nung kung ilang beses ka umiri 

Inay, Naalala mo pa ba kung paano ako paluhin sa pwet para lamang umiyak ako 

Inay, Naalala mo pa ba kung paano ako putulin mga  pusod na nag dudugtong sa atin

Inay, Naalala mo pa ba kung paano ako balutan ng mga sapin at ilagay sa tabi mo

Inay, Naalala mo pa ba kung gaano ka kasaya nung una mo akong nakita 

© Google

Inay alam kong hindi mo yan makaka limutan at ito'y tatak sa isip at puso mo pang habang buhay 

kung na ikwento mo lang sana sa akin to, hindi ko ren makakalimutan ang lahat ng iyan 

Inay ikaw ang nagsilbing ama't ina sa akin magmula nung ako bata pa hanggang sa mga oras na ito 

siguro nga hindi para sa ating dalawa ang tinatawag nilang buong pamilya na may sangkap na 

tatay,nanay at mga anak. Nung ako ay bata pa hindi ko naman pansin na may kulang dahil iyo naman itong napupunan at ng mga taong naka paligid sa atin 

ngunit dumating na ang panahon na ako'y nagkaroon ng tamang pag iisip at tilay napapansin na ang kulang sa tinatawag nating pamilya, 

Nagtanong sa aking sarili " Bakit  yung iba may  lalaki na tinawag nilang tatay sa pamilya nila?  Bakit yung sa akin wala?

Lumipas ang mga taon, dumating ka sa punto na kailangan mo akong iwan sa poder nila lola't lolo ko 

upang magtrabaho para sa aking kinabukasan 

Wala man lang nabangit na ikaw ay lilisan, na sana ako man lang sana'y naka yakap 

Tila'y walang emosyon akong naka tingin mula sa ating bintana tinatanaw ang unti-unti mong paglayo 

Inay, sana naman ikaw bumalik na

humihiling  kay Bathala,  Na sana isang araw pag gising ko ikaw ang bubungad sa akin 

Inay, bigla kong naalala ang kantang " Sa Ugoy ng duyan" 

ang bawat mensahe ng kanta na para bang siyang naglalahad ng nangyari sa ating buhay 

" Sana'y di nagmaliw ang dati kong araw

Nang munti pang bata sa piling ni nanay

Nais kong maulit ang awit ni inang mahal

Awit ng pag-ibig habang ako'y nasa duyan"


                                                                                                                                     ~Danger

Peace of Mind

 Karamihan saatin ay naninirahan sa isang magulo, maingay at mataong  lugar. Yung araw araw na lumipas, ang dasal mo lang ay ang makatawid sa susunod na pagsikat ng araw. Ngunit isang araw nagtungo ako sa lugar kung saan inakala ko'y isa ulit magulong mundo, sa pagnanasa na sarili'y matagpuan. Ngunit sa lugar na aking napuntahan ay isang tahimik at napakagandang lugar, sa lugar kung saan ko natagpuan ang tunay na ligaya, walang problema nalilikha kundi katahimikan at napakapreskong lugar. Dumating ang panibagong araw sa mala-paraisong lugar, sinalubong ang panibagong umaga bitbit ang bagong pagasa at pangarap na unti unti mong binuo sa lugar gaya nito, tutuparin sa bawat pahinang binubuklat at sinasaisip. 

           Ngunit ako'y muling lilisan sa napakagandang paraiso iyong nilikha, tila ba sa mga yabag papalayo nakikiusap ito na dumito muna't manalagi sapagkat nararamdamam mo na ako'y muling tatangis, sa darating na mga araw ikaw ay muling mag iisa, o napakapayapang paraiso salamat sa kaunting panahon na aking pamamalagi sa iyong napakapayapang lugar na iyong ibinahagi. Eto na pabalik na sa dating maingay na mundo aking kina-gisnan tila ba'y ako ay nagkamali sa akinv pinatunguhan, ang lakbay na inasam ay wala rin palag sukli. Bakit nga ba lumayo pa? Di ko lubos na mawari na ang hinahanap kong sarili ay nasa akin lang din pala. Tila isang hanging nagmula sa kawala'y ang umihip saakin sa katotoohanan.

                                                 
                                                                                   ~Hydrogenx

PANG HABANG BUHAY

Yung kahit hindi naman kami karamihan at may kakontian atleast walang plastikan. Sa bawat araw na magkakasama walang tagpong hindi masaya. Hindi man kami mayayaman, kagwapuhan at kagandahan atleast kuntento kami kung ano ang aming nakayanan. 

Siguro nga bawat isa samin ay hindi perpektong kaibigan, dahil wala naman talagang perpekto, may asaran, kulitan,  at hindi mga pagkaka intindihan kung minsan pero dahil mas importante ang pinagsamahan kesa pinag awayan naayos rin agad agaran. 

Mahalaga bawat isa, walang naiiwan walang nauuna. 

Lahat may kanya kanyang naiibang katangian. Bawat isa espesyal, at kahit ano mang sabihin ng iba kami kami ang nag kakaintindihan. Yung kahit isang tinginan lang alam na kung ano ang sinasabi. 

Sila yung kayamanang hinding hindi ko ipagpapalit sa kahit na ano mang bagay. 

Mahal ko bawat isa, pwedeng magpayo pag may hindi nag kaintindihan, pero kahit kelan wala ka dapat panigan. Tulungan mo silang magkaayos, hindi yung gusot na nga, lulukutin mo pa. 

Kaibigan sabi nila, pero para sakin hindiang sila basta kaibigan lang sila yung mga kapatid ko, sa iba't ibang magulang. 

Nagkakatalo lang pag pagkain ang usapan at pare parehong kumakalam ang tiyan.

                                                                         
                                                                                 ~Style 

Liham para sa Modernong Ibarra at Maria Clara

Pagkabukas mo pa lamang ng Facebook account ay baha na ng mga posts mula sa iba’t ibang uri ng tao mula sa iba’t ibang dako ng daigdig: matatanda,may pamilya,kabataan,lalaki,babae,binabae,may pusong lalaki at kahit pa sa paslit ang makikita mong nagiistatus ng mga bagay na tungkol sa pagibig. “Pag-Ibig nga naman!”

PAG-IBIG? PAG-IBIG.

Ano nga ba ang pag-ibig sa iyong pagkakaalam? Nang isinulat ko ang salitang ito sa isang search engine website sa internet,samu’t saring kahulugan at mga pinatutungkulan ang bagay na ito. Kabulang na dito ang ahensya ng gobyerno,at ang iba’t ibang klaseng depinisyon,konotasyon at denotasyon nito bilang isang 

Ano nga ba ang pag-ibig sa iyong pagkakaalam? Nang isinulat ko ang salitang ito sa isang search engine website sa internet,samu’t saring kahulugan at mga pinatutungkulan ang bagay na ito. Kabulang na dito ang ahensya ng gobyerno,at ang iba’t ibang klaseng depinisyon,konotasyon at denotasyon nito bilang isang emosyon na umiiral sa bawat tao. Halimbawa na ang ilang resultang nakasalin sa wikang Ingles sa ibaba:

Love is a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes that ranges from interpersonal affection – Wikipedia

strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties maternal love for a child (2) :  attraction based on sexual desire :  affection and tenderness felt by lovers – Merriam Webster Dictionary

Love is one of the most profound emotions known to human beings – Psychology Today

Sa inyong mahihinuha sa mga iba’t ibang pakahulugan ng salitang pag-ibig,nag-iiba iba ang konteksto nito depende sa kung kanino nangagaling ang sagot. May nagsabi pa nga na ang pag-ibig daw ang nagpapaikot a mundo. Ikaw ba ay sang-ayon?;ngunit ano pa man ang iyong panig,ang pag-ibig ay isang paksang may walang katapusang ibig sabihin at mayroon itong iba’t ibang uri na dapat mong malaman.

EROS

Ito ang uri ng pag-ibig kung saan may kapaloob na sexual desire o pagnanasa ang isang tao. Madalas sa klase ng relasyong mayroon dito ay binubuo ng magkaibang kasarian,karaniwan sa mag-asawa ngunit madalas ay mayroon din sa mga magkasintahan. Noong unang panahon ay itinuring nila itong mapanganib sapagkat ang ganitong klase ng pag ibig daw ay maaaring makakontrol sa sistema ng isang tao.

PHILIA

    

Ito ang klase ng pag-ibig na mas pinahalagahan ng mga unang Griyego. Ang Philia ay mas malalim na konteksto kung ikukumpara sa Eros. Ito ang klase ng pag-ibig na may katapatan at pagsasakripisyo,gaya ng mayroon sa mga magkakapatiran/magkakapatid,ang isa pang klase ng philia ang storge,uri ng pag-ibig ng nanay sa kanyang mga anak: pamilya sa pamilya.

LUDUS

Ito ay sinasabi ring mapaglarong pag-ibig. Ito ay klase ng pag-ibig na kinapapalooban ng simpleng landian lamang sa pagitan ng babae at ng lalaki. Ito rin ay ipinatutungkol sa mga batang magkasintahan o yung sinasabing child’s romance. Walang commitment sa pagitan ng dalawang tao at panandaliang kasiyahan lamang ang naidudulot nito. Sa aking pananaw,marami sa mga tao ngayon ang nagsasabuhay nito.

AGAPE

Ito ang klase ng pag-ibig na walang kinapapaloobang kondisyon. “Selfless” sa wikang Ingles ang isa pa nitong katumbas. Ang agape para sa mga kristiyano ay ang pag-ibig ng Diyos kung saan walang hanggan at walang hanggang pagpapatawad datapwat sa lahat ng pagkakasala ng mga tao.

PRAGMA

Ito ang klase ng pag-ibig na nabuo sa mga matatagal at subok na relasyon kagaya nang sa mag-asawa. Sa bagay na ito,ipinapairal ang mahabang pasensya at pagpapatawad upang magpatuloy ang relasyon ngunit ang mas ipinopokus nito ay ang magbigay ng pag-ibig kaysa makatanggap nito. Kumbaga sa Ingles “Stand in love kaysa Fall in love”. Para sa akin,ang pag-ibig na ito ay isang desisyon.

PHILAUTIA

Ito ang pagmamahal o pag-ibig sa sarili. Wala namang masama sa pagmamahal natin sa sarili dahil dito maalagaan natin lubos ang ating pangangatawan,kalusugan at lahat ng nasasaklaw sa atin bilang tao ngunit ang lahat ng sobra ay nakasasama. Ang ibang termino para dito ay “Narcissist” na isinalin din ng mga kabataan sa may pagkakaparehong konteksto ng ‘GGSS” o Gandang Ganda/Gwapong Gwapo Sa Sarili.

Kung ibubuod,ang salitang pag-ibig ay may walang katapusang ibig sabihin para sa bawat taong makakasalamuha natin ngunit mahalagang malaman natin na may iba’t iba itong kasidhian at kasukdulan.

Ikaw? Anong pag-ibig ang mayroon ka? 

         
                                                                                                        ~Decoder